rest in peace my old friend.

I wish you new how special you were...everyone else did. It's weird...you are the only one who people have wrote to/about. You did a good job Ma...I wish you could see me now...I'm doing really good. I help make movies, who woulda known I'd be doing the thing I've always dreamed of doing with my life. :) I have a son now...his name is Declan (Deck-lin) Alexander Lastomirsky, you'd love him. He looks a lot like you did when you were a baby. Thank you Mom for everything you did for me and taught me...I LOVE YOU.

Hi Mom, I miss you so much.  I wish you were here just to talk to or better yet I wish you could talk to me from up-above and explain to me what is going on!  I know Uncle Lew is with you and grandma now!  I just cant believe he is gone now too. We just spent the week before with him and he gave RJ an army jacket because he is obscessed with the military! I just hope he didnt suffer!  Gramps is holding up pretty good. Brandon had a new baby, her name is Sienna!  She looks just like Brandon when he was a baby.  He is such a good dad and Marly is amazing too.  Sure wish you could of stuck around longer  but glad your happy now.  I love you and I will talk to you soon

Wow it is amazing what you find when you search the internet!  I miss you so much mom!  I think about you soo much and wish things could have been different but I know in my heart you are so much healthier now.  Bianca cries for you when we are driving and she looks into the clouds!  Rj is starting to ask about you, wish he remembered you and Brandons little man never even got a chance to meet you.  I love you so much and wish I could just tell you I love you and for your grand babies to be able to see you again, especially Bianca.  You were her idol and you two had such a beautiful relationship, thank you for giving her a few years to see what I saw in you when I was her age.  Your were everything to me and I am so sorry I couldnt help you!  I love you mommy! 

Jennifer  I just saw the list of memorials yesterday and when I saw you their  My heart even broke more. You were always so nice and funny .  My prayers are for you and your family    I pray for all the souls we have lost since high school.

Jennifer,  I'll never know why things went the way they did, because you were incredibly funny and loveable.  What an adorable girl you will always be in my memory.  We were The Supremes ............God bless......Debbie Allcut